Dear Rader,

New rule: type as fast as I can and never look backk. Typos are love. New scripting of digi-life. Dig it? Unconsciously striving. Failed missions by over-realists or on-top-of-realists . no needing drungs or drugs or AlCoHall. Lookings for non-consciousness. (free me) he says. God says. Let the self fade away . Lose me: says me to me. It isn't pretty but you are ptetty enough for the both of us. let mefree.

welcome to the future . (sorrowfully))

goodbye sad consciousness.

faretheewell.

(If I am to be a digital beast then I will be a Digital Beast) (only way to reconcile terrible love/hate relatioship with the TechnoLife) My self will exists outside parantheticalcs coming form from 1s and 0zs.

Hello world.

[Revised: May 5th 2008)

Dear Reader,

I want to be a Loof. Spongy like a cake.

,
J.F. May

Dear Reader,

Many You keep asking me where I have been. I have been here, but not with you. I am sorry. Please write soon. I am learning things about doing things. More things to come.


Be somewhere outside here,

J.May

Dear Reader,

Today I started believing in dreams. Not real ones, but the kind that you have when you sleep. I'm starting a dream journal, but I haven't decided if I will share it with you or not. Maybe sometimes. Case by case?

Take a nap and dream,

J.May

Dear Reader,

If we did the things we said we'd do from day to day, then every day would be the same day. Too much for routine to handle. I hope that if I bore you, that I do it well. PLEase your way into things. Streems of consciousness lead to lochs of Ness's monsters.

Be passionately bored today,

J.May

I have forgotten you already. I'm sorry. I have no excuses. I haven't been exceptionally busy and I haven't been exceptionally bored. I just did other things. If you haven't yet lost all your faith in Things then I will see you here tomorrow.


Have a good day,

J.May

Dear Reader,

I am sorry I forgot you yesterday. At least that day is over now? Here's to wondering if we would have done it differently had we had another chance.

Probably not.

Here's a quote then:

'Live today like you wish you had lived yesterday.'

or for the optimist:

'Optimists have no need for quotes, as their minds are already made up'


Have a good day,

J.May

Dear Reader,

Peace is only a good thing at the right time. If I am a hypo. anything im a hypo.critic and a hypo.crite. or a hypo.potamous.
I ate scrambled eggs and cheese today. I am not very clever.

Peace,

J.May

Dear Reader,

It is grey here today. In case you are in the same place I am, or in case it is grey somewhere else to: this picture is for you:




Do something today,

J.May

Dear Reader,

I hope your day was sunnier than this one. It was a good day for staying indoors. I wish I could make music for you here. Music is wonderful things. Instead I will share this music with you: www.myspace.com/intheveinoftomlevin
Also I wish there was a better alternative to communism, don't you? Or. at least: a better alternative to str.b.cks.

Have a good day,

J.May

Dear Reader,

Recently inspired: I am going to write you a letter every day. I will put it here. It will probably just be a short thought of something I was wondering (or thinking). Just know that from here on out, there will be something for you here every day. Except when I can't write something because I didn't have the Internet or I had too many things to do. I have decided to take myself less seriously starting today. Note: I will still take the things I do very seriously.


Have a good night,


J.May